Part-time work – Wildthoughts

Finally got my teaching degree in November and after months of stuffing around, have started doing relieving work. Now this was supposed to be a part-time thing but has ended up being a bit full-time (which is great dont get me wrong). My partner looks after Mr 3 for 2 days and takes him to and picks him up from kindy and does the school run. However i find myself (it might be guilt) doing everything else – I get up, do the lunches, get the boys dressed, fed and ready for the day -turn on the jug- wake my partner – make the bed while he is out having a coffee and a ciggie and off to work- when I get home, i dont sit down I start dinner, do washing and dishes if they are there (more than not they are there) do dinner then bath and then bed for the boys 😕 I then pretty much go to bed and it is repeated til the weekend where it varies as partner goes to work and I catch up on house work around doing some fun stuff with the boys. I feel that Im taken for granted at times – Im always pretty much at work – home or with the boys. Maybe I need a life 😕😕 I have been told to go out and do stuff without my family but because we dont see each other alot I like to sspend time with them, although a bit of time on my own would be nice and some alone time with my partner would be great as well. I think I may have to work on that 😀wish me luck